A picture of me

Someone sent a picture of me

Smiling. As I used to be

Natural in a natural light

Looking out from black and white

I sat and stared into the past

I tried to understand at last

One life cut in two by time

Was it his life? Was it mine?

I tried to whisper in his ear

He would not listen, would not hear

I tried to light the path ahead

He would not see, would not be led

I thought I knew the boy I saw

But I don’t think so any more

A memory from way back when

I didn’t even know him then

La Mer

I was mentioning my lack of French to someone earlier and was reminded of a friend who once recorded an album of covers, one at least of which was sung in the language of love. I don’t think that he spoke a word of French himself then and nor does he now.

I just thought that it might produce a soft giggle on a quiet Easter Sunday.

La Mer

Betrayed

 

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This being is a hiding place
Where I might not be known
Where I deny the being
Into which I’ve grown
A picture I can stand behind
A picture. Paper thin.
As pretty as a picture
A life that I’m not in

 

Protection from the atmosphere
Shelter from the rain
A bandage for the bleeding
Comfort for the pain
Hiding here behind the walls
Elaborate disguise
My lips, you see them moving
But you can’t see my eyes

But the picture it is fading
The walls are tumbling down
There’s light behind the curtain
Behind the mask, the clown
So you can see my shadow
In a certain light
For I know that I betray myself
With every word I write

Betrayed