
Sometimes I sit alone, mostly in the mornings, and tap out little responses to things that other people have written and probably thought about a lot more than I have. My responses are trite and disposable.
But I discovered, only this morning, that some have remained stored, namelessly, on my phone. A few have tried to rhyme, but none would dare to describe themselves as poetry.
Anyway, I thought I’d drag a few out and give them another brief moment in the shade.
For no particular reason. And in no particular order.
1.
The sky draws lines in the sky
Paths beyond a grey horizon
Pointing to a sun descended
Into a bottomless ocean
And I, a moth yearning for the light
Am compelled to follow
Even if to drown
2.
Truth is just another lie
Deceit. Betrayal. By and by
It all begins to feel the same
Love and hatred. Pleasure. Pain
A hint of perfume, taste of blood
Emotion. Torture. Famine. Flood
And yet we hunger, dream of when
The cravings might return again
3.
Forest deep, a private chance
Enchanted moment, secret dance
Whispered nothings in her ear
Words of love for her to hear
In the mist they take their place
Lovingly lie face to face
Enchanting, panting brief romance
The snake she feared escapes his pants
4.
On the school bus adorned in a kilt
John felt impressively build
‘Till the girls gave a snigger
“We’ve seen ones much bigger!”
And John felt his confidence wilt
5.
I’m nought but bulk
A burnt out hulk
A waste of space in bed
I’ve passed my prime
I’ve had my time
It’s done for me I dread
I frown and skulk
I turn and sulk
You say it’s in my head
Then you begin. Put skin to skin
Inhibitions shed
And in your eyes, that old surprise
A book so long I’ve read
You smile, you dance
I laugh. I prance
Again we’re newly wed
6.
I met this American dude
Loud and unblinkingly rude
Geriatric fanatic
Dumb psychopathic
Ugly, unhinged and unglued
7.
Lend me your arm
Let me borrow your calm
Shelter me during the night
Lend me your hand
Help me understand
That what’s wrong, may one day be right
Touch me again
In the wind and the rain
As the waves wash over our past
Let me mould with your form
As we weather the storm
As together we cling to the mast
What was over can start
If you lend me your heart
When again we catch sight of the land
When our ship comes to shore
You will love me once more
And together we’ll sleep on the sand
8.
Just a little dalliance
One night. Or was it day?
Just a little itch
That wouldn’t go away
A little game of hide and seek
Harmless children’s play
A sweaty little dance
A roll amongst the hay
We’d lost our minds. We’d lost our shirts
And much to my dismay
You also found me lost for words
But what was I to say?
If you could find room in your heart
I’ll make it up some way
What price for your forgiveness?
Would you have me pay?
9.
I owe you an apology
And I come to you to pay it
It might be that I love you
But I didn’t mean to say it
I tried to stay aloof
‘cause that’s the way you like to play it
Now you’ve had your proof
Though words should never sway it
So my cards are on the table
There’s no other way to lay it
My mind was in control
Before I let my heart betray it
10.
Freedom.
a mirage
which grows real
with every second look
Until you walk towards it
And realise that you have imagined
Everything that you thought to be true
And that reality itself is just a mirage
For which you lack the freedom to ignore
That’s enough. You’ve probably stopped reading by now.
I did read all the way to the end. You’ve got quite the collection here!
Since my attention span rivals a squirrel’s, I spun the wheel and landed on number five.
Aging is real, and honestly, pretty uncomfortable sometimes. My bladder can vouch for that. It’s not always graceful. Aches show up uninvited, energy dips out without notice, and the mirror doesn’t sugarcoat anything. You stop sweating the small stuff, you know yourself better, and you finally figure out what actually matters.
Aging peels back the layers of nonsense and leaves you with something real. Strength, clarity, hard-earned wisdom, and the kind of attitude I wish I had at twenty. I can spot danger before it even creeps around the corner. Red flags? I see them before they even get the chance to wave. And honestly, sex is the last thing on my mind these days.
It just is what it is, and I’m good with that.
Glad to see you’ve finally posted something again ❤️
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Buddy …. that’s not the collection. That’s just a bit of the detritus …. a small bit … that should have been put to rest. My filing system is …. nonexistent.
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It is not detritus! You always write meaningful poetry and criticize it, it’s the writer in you, I get it, I do the same.
I alllllllllllllways enjoy reading your work ❤
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oh me too. He never disappoints. Now, there’s pressure, yessah
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dammit, man, stop putting yourself in the blender. You cut right through the fancy stuff and say things that make me tear up a bit, or want to hug you. That’s pretty damn good, I’d say.
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Thanks pal. I owe you a hug then.
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smiles. consider me hugged.
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in it;s own catatonic way, aging can be restful; you can back out of a LOT, and what you do gets extra points for the doing. It ain’t all bad. And you do get a free pass when you forget names, dates, and where you are in the store.
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oh my dear man you really don’t know, do you. yes, all the way to the end, and the silence after that. It’s lovely.
Age can be hard to deal with, whether you’re in it, or dealing with someone else’s. Some of me thinks she’s about 20, the rest just looks away, embarrassed, and says, “oh PLEASE. Not THAT again…”
I still have the words, as you do, I have my Legos, my pens for coloring, my computer games.
But like Mentalnotes below, my attention span now plays hide and seek, as does my memory. Put it in plain sight, I’ll never find it.
I look at it this way: every time I find something I gave up hunting for weeks ago, it’s like being handed a gift. And old age allows you to lose stuff, to make mistakes that would make someone much younger blush for a week. It has it’s advantages. And if you do it right you can flirt outrageously without too many people noticing.
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There’s no doubt that not being noticed holds little of the terror that one fears in early life. One goes from dressing up in colourful clothes and waving arms wildly to attract attention, then to hiding away behind a tree to escape that attention to, at last, standing out in the open stark naked realising that nobody was watching in the first place.
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Someone is always watching 👀 ❤️
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And somebody is always naked. Life’s a (nude) beach
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🤣🤣
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