Angel of Vengeance

More of the same, really.

Just a quickly hashed together response to Nortina who provided the idea of a bloody angel of vengeance conjured up by a spurned lover in the night.

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The guilt of lust drifts through my head

A spectre floats above our bed

In bloody hands a shining blade

No care for explanations made

No words that drool from bloody lips

As through my tender skin she rips

And tears this heart from where it beats

To leave me bleeding ‘tween the sheets

And all the while my lover dreams

Hears nothing of my final screams

Cares nothing more of my mistakes

She sleeps in peace, in peace awakes.

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Life – A Brief Summary

Nothing much from me for a while, and there’s been no complaints about that.

I seem only capable of making trite remarks about other people’s posts. But I repeat one here, because it came from a post from Esther encouraging limericks featuring some reference to the word ‘grave’ and limericks, of course, are the very essence of triteness, even if graves are not.

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We work and we scrimp and we save

We behave how we’re s’posed to behave

Obedient fools

Who just follow the rules

Then politely march off to the grave

*

Love in The Rain

I’m not sure what this is. A love letter to my wife, probably. As usual, it’s just something off the cuff (should not all love letters be off the cuff?) without too much regard for artistry or poetic form.

To be honest, I was just enamoured by the term ‘love in the rain’ which seems to convey so much truth and meaning …. it just took me a few lines to get to it.

Whatever.

Make of it what you will.

*

Though it rains

Nay, it pours

I remain

Always yours

Through the mud

Through the blood

Through my faults

Through your flaws

Through the years

Through the tears

Through the floods

Through the droughts

Whatever the weather

Never fears

Never doubts

Forever together

Through the joy, through the pain

There is peace in the tempest

And love in the rain

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Old – perhaps forgotten

You may be familiar with Cyranny’s Vintage Notes, but I wonder if I am the only one to whom the word word ‘vintage’ immediately inspires thoughts of nostalgic personal introspection.

On this occasion she was hinting at her own getting of wisdom, even though she has been around for barely the blink of an eye, relatively speaking. The only wisdom that I can offer, from a bit further down the track, is that one comes to realise not only how stupid one was as a youth, but how stupid one remains and is destined to remain always. The big difference is that stupidity was so much more fun in youth.

So I sent Cyranny a little poem in response and repeat it here, just to indicate that I still draw breath and occasionally attempt to feign optimism, albeit not very well.

Neither of the people in the picture is me, by the way. The one with clothes on is Henry Miller, my first great literary hero, and the other person is somebody else – probably a very respectable old lady now, in a retirement villiage. I remember seeing the picture originally in one of Miller’s books somewhere with the caption, ‘no matter how attractive my opposition, I never lose focus’. If only I could claim the same.

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Old

But not forgotten

On the nose

But not quite rotten

I’ve done the yards

And done them hard

Slightly bruised

And badly scarred

And badly kept

I’ve sadly wept

On nights alone

I’ve barely slept

And yet a heart

Still beats within

With thoughts of

Every mortal sin

Still pumping blood

Through every vein

To taste your lips

Your fine champagne

Still living, breathing, don’t forget

There’s life within the old dog yet.